If things were just kinder and had given me enough time to think well when making major decisions....it could have been better. What might have happened then? What might have been its effect in my life today...I wonder.
Well, of course, future will always be vague and unpredictable. Wether we'll thank for it or regret it, the need to go thru life first to get a touch of reality. Now I realized that life is not all glory but equally all pain. Or might be, just mine. I've tried looking back at the phase where I could have made a difference and swerved my path against misery. If only I was able to re-align my fate, genuine smiles and happiness are now with me. My state of mind is who am I today but never the life I live as I am bound to suppress personal thoughts coz I belong to the mass.. I wonder what my life could have been if I was more wiser, more sane and stonger then. Am I heading this way still?....I wonder........
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